hm...

cooling morning to begin the day with. not sure if i can say i might've been a tad too cooling till the wind chilled my bones.

it felt like open air air-con or something.
but taking in a breath of fresh morning air was great.
except for the times where there's the contamination of exhaust fumes from passing vehicles.

he didn't stay over yesternight.
he has been together with me and we were like super glues since last friday perhaps?

poor dear went to the chinese sinseh to treat his back.
they had his 'bad' blood sucked out leavin two HUGE marks on his lower back with bruises.
a grown man could cringe at the sight of it.
serious rheumetism due to long untreated injury.

my poor boy.

he was the birthday boy on monday.
so now he's officially 21. lol

after havin met up with iman to go to Nine West's warehouse sale, three of us (me, bf n iman) went over to paya lebar to play UNO. heh then ate at foodcourt and stuffed ourselves silly with fruits and yogurt. i bought pancake mix. HEH and koko krunch. HEH and honey tomato.

saturday we had a drinking session with his buddies mainly from camp and also childhood friends to celebrate for him his bdae in advance. they kinda made him drink alot till he was really drunk. but funny thing was he's the most sane and sensible drunk i've seen. lol how ironic.

when a person is drunk how they behave does explain alot about their characters.

it's interesting to see the different behaviours coming from intoxicated people.
i become very cheerful and bold for some reason.
but when the people starts becomin a nuisance, it's irritating.

nonetheless after the drinking session with him roaring drunk and then his friend took him out for breathers and all, he came back more or less recovered. took care of him for the night.

sunday he went to see the sinseh anyhow. i think we had beach road prawn mee (near my hse) in the afternoon? n we ate at kallang with my folks at night methinks? cant recall. memory lapse. in the afternoon while he napped in my room i sneaked out of the hse to buy him a slice of cake, and also fresh milk for monday's breakfast. during the night we watched vcd and i sprung him a surprise with the slice of candle-litted cake and hand-knitted pouch and also a handwritten letter. his expression when he saw me comin thro the door with a cake in hand was priceless. i know he was truly happy that night and i'm happy too. after presenting the bdae boi his present i handed him the letter. then i left the room to have him read the letter at his own discreet. was alittle shy to hang ard while he reads.

monday morning, i woke up in the morning to prepare breakfast for him. made pancakes and had koko krunch. pancake a lil out of shape. *shad* shall try again. taste wise it's fine. mom suggested adding eggs n wilson said to add less butter. ok let's try again. am gonna use my tiny frying pan this time.

we visited his mom in the afternoon i think? argh my time is getting mixed up, niway we also watched Mr & Mrs Smith with his friends at night. The movies was really entertaining. i know i've watched a good one when i laugh out loud sincerely. i seldom laugh out loud at movies. at the most chuckle a little in my seat or something.

tuesday nearly died. work piled up in a monstrous heap. that's one of the things i hate when i take off and hav to go back to work the next day.

expo was havin CommunicAsia 2005, EntreprenuerAsia 2005, and IT(somethingsomething) 2005.

Jamesy is there for CommunicAsia 2005. will be there til friday. met up with him for a short while before heading out for lunch.

did i mention that i'm gonna attempt to make a scarf?

wish me luck!

wilson insisted in comin over to fetch me to work this morning n appeared sad when i suggested him not to. so i let him fetch. can wake up late anyway hee...

we went changi village for dinner last night. had nasi lemak. yummy. sat n chatted for a while and realised what a great guy i have with me right now and i'm feeling so in love. then as the convo went on there was also some disappointments. not in him. but a fellow friend. guy friend. hm perhaps that's hw generally guys in the society functions and only a few good ones have the right integrity.

at night in my room me n wilson had another round of our usual chats. i'm always full of my theories wadsoever but now i hav someone who likes to listen to me talk hehe we were talkin abt topics that was pretty far off but yet it's not all that far. parenting.. marriage.. expected age to get kids. good to get perspective and ideas out and discussed to know if the expectation tallies.

To think i still dun somehw feel at all like an adult, he tells me all will change in probably another year or so. RARR.. hate growing up.